One step forward, two steps back...

that's the feeling today. I'm always trying to stay positive about my relationship but there's always this nagging feeling that no matter what I do, its not enough to hold on. I'm beginning to think this wasn't meant to be. I think the roller coaster of emotions is too much for little me to handle. I think his constant flip flopping on where he wants to be is taking its toll on me. One day I'm estatic about us and the next I'm going thru the emotions of being single again. Yeah, that's how extreme the emotions are. See why I'm losing my sanity?