Another month, another post...

It was great trick 'o treating with the godsons last nite. Fun with a capital "F". It was a great little stroll and definitely cemented my wanting of little ones. I know not at this very moment, but soon, I would love to cuddle with my own little monster as they trolly thru the neighborhood begging for candy from strangers. Oh, yes, that is a dream.

I can only hope that the current relationship will bring me closer to that dream. Everyday I hope for some kind of sign that its "moving in the right direction". But is it just me that the harder you look, the less it seems to be that way. I know what I "need" to do, but what about all that following your heart thing? *Sigh* Even I'm getting sick and tired of my indecisiveness. One day, and I mean before this year ends, I will nip this in the bud should it not materialize what I need in life. Pray for me kiddies!!!