and then there was one...

ouch, it hurts. didn't think it would since i have been so sensible about the whole thing. i had doubts, many of them, that this wasn't going to work out in the end. first i thought it was just me, setting standards and laying out expectations too high for the common man. but as time passed and i realized that it wasn't, not ALL me, just some. he wasn't ready. he didn't have his own life together, let alone be able to handle a new one with me. should i share the blame tho?
i do a bit, i take responsibility for allowing this to drag on as long as it did, but knowing that it's come to an end, feels abrupt. hmm...the last conversation just didn't give me enough closoure.
but such is life...moving on....